I do really like this blogging thing. Used to I could just talk to my daddy about problems or this and that, but I guess this is something he's better off not knowing about. Family was about all I got, until lately... Echo'd probably get mad if I started really venting my feelings on here, but maybe it'd be alright if I was all vague and stuff. He don't even know I'm typing this post up... But it feels right, you know?
I wonder if my family's figured out something's really wrong. They know I was acting funny before I took off. Still alive though, and I guess I should be thankful for that. Echo thinks there is something bad going on with me due to who recommended me to him. A fortune teller named Yuri. Always thought he was a funny fella. Accent reminded me of that guy from the old Dracula movie. Now, I never really used his services before recently, but I always heard tell that he was a real fortune teller. Not just a phony.
Course, Echo seems to recognize the name from somewhere. Thinks he's a Proxy or something. I can't really say for certain myself. I never saw him kill anybody. Place where I'm from ain't exactly a violent place. Some folks rob each other, but killings ain't too common.
Now I don't really know all that much at proxies, but I gotta wonder... What could drive a man to kill someone? I just can't wrap my head around it. Ain't no reason that could ever justify taking a man's life in cold blood like that... I mean I'll defend myself and my family and friends if I need to and all, but even in self-defense I'm not sure I'd ever kill someone.
Echo explained the whole proxy types thing to me. "Eccentrics" and "Faceless" he called em. All I could think about it... Why? What would drive em to serve the Tall Fella. That thing ain't human and it certainly ain't good. Now I'm no philosopher or anything, but don't people generally do what they think is good and right? What kind of person could see that evil thing as Good? I just don't get it. I really don't.
I killed animals before. Hell, I love hunting. But there are a lotta factors that go into hunting deer. Deer population gets too big and... Needs thinning out. Could be dangerous to the population for it to be eating all the food in an area. Hunting keeps the population stable. And I don't just leave the body where it fell. You kill it you eat it... Use every part of it you can.
Is that the way proxies see people? Maybe like deer with a population that needs thinning out? Still don't make a lick of sense to me... Hope they don't use every part of their kill. That's disgusting.
Alrighty... I guess I'll go on now. Stuff to do that I can't tell you about cause Echo would have a fit. Goodbye.